Just came from a weekend in Iligan…Dalipuga-by-the-Sea. I say any place that has to be hyphenated is beautiful.
It was good to be with family and have them meet Chad. I’m sure all the bisaya went whizzing by over his head though, but he was such a good sport.
It was so beautiful, I could’ve wept when I saw the stars that I almost forgot existed. To wake up with the sound of the sea inches away is bliss.
I have sold out. And I am paying for it dearly.
In the few weeks of allegedly getting paid more, I have become more and more miserable. In an attempt to understand what led me to this exact place at this exact time, I can blame a lot of people, a few nebulous events - but in the end, it was because of my laziness to actually fight the flow that was carrying me through.
I have posted a new entry after months of purposefully not listening to my own thoughts. I have been rendered mute because of anger at myself for having thrown away what I cherish most.
9 more days. Pending emancipation mocks me, cruel and irresistible.
