Echo

I have sold out. And I am paying for it dearly.

In the few weeks of allegedly getting paid more, I have become more and more miserable. In an attempt to understand what led me to this exact place at this exact time, I can blame a lot of people, a few nebulous events - but in the end, it was because of my laziness to actually fight the flow that was carrying me through.

I have posted a new entry after months of purposefully not listening to my own thoughts. I have been rendered mute because of anger at myself for having thrown away what I cherish most.

9 more days. Pending emancipation mocks me, cruel and irresistible.

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