Melancholia
It’s come to the point where it’s almost scary to be so free to do anything. At least I still make the sheets when I wake up in the morning. And I still bathe. But I subsist purely on fast food now (except weekends, thanks to Chad.)
I’m having second thoughts about going to the States. Sort of. Well, I’m having second thoughts about having second thoughts…and I’m not exactly sure where I began second thinking so I’m sort of in the middle of thinking secondarily (?).
Or maybe it’s the fear of everything that awaits me when I get there. Going back to school at age 25 is no laughing matter. I have this sense of let’s-just-get-it-over-with. Ugh. There’s too much to do in so little time. December’s like a hiccup away. Yech.
And yes, I do have too much time to mull over things.
June 20th, 2006 at 11:01 pm
Are you staying here in U.S. for good???
June 22nd, 2006 at 3:07 am
I certainly don’t hope so. I don’t really want to go back in the first place.
Ah, well…
July 2nd, 2006 at 5:57 pm
Hi Katz!
I just saw your blog today and I’ve read everything. How is it that you’re able communicate such intense emotions in such few words? (read: I like the way you write.)
Anyway, I got to thinking about those ghosts in your house. If they’re tikbalang-ghosts or aswang ghosts, pop culture has given us an instructional manual on subduing them (assuming you’d want to in the first place
): Arnold Arre’s “Mythology Class”. It’s a good read, and loads of fun too.
See ya ’round.
Tonichi
http://unhurried.wordpress.com